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The moment the house's invisible scanners registered an aware consciousness, JARVIS's protocols kicked in and he greeted Steve to the day of light: "Good morning, Captain Rogers. The date is Friday, October 7th. The temperature outside is 61 degrees with a humidity of..." He droned on through the rest, like nothing had changed, like he had never been disconnected from his conversation patterns or audio responses for the past five months.
Should Steve follow, perhaps, his instincts, or a simple word from JARVIS when prompted, he'd find himself barreling past the curving white halls and occasional hanging vine from potted plants, the bright light of repeating windows shining across hard floors in a space far too big for only one person, the sleekness of modern furniture and the cool earth tones that so contrasted against the vibrancy of the house's original owner, who -- who, as Steve could find out, sat downstairs in the workshop, long since locked, in the dark. (The workshop which had been shut down, vacant, motionless, eerie in contrast to the constant movement of before, when holograms flew through the air and the robots rolled around and always something, something was always going on, even when Tony had been sleeping: ready lights flickering on computer towers in the darkness (he never shut them down) and the steady hum of machinery lying in wait, in wait, waiting for--)
The lights were off. Tony sat in the recliner, hunched over, head hanging, one hand buried in his hair with his forehead on his palm. His back partly faced the workshop door, the thin windows through the basement buttresses enough to reveal him, and when Steve reached the keypad to punch in his access code, which would still work (of course, he had to pass through it every time he wanted to take the motorcycle out of the garage, and every time he wanted to come in through it, past all that black deadness in the shop), Tony's voice sounded out through the intercom on the wall next to it, hollow: "Guess the city wasn't ready to let me go, after all."
Should Steve follow, perhaps, his instincts, or a simple word from JARVIS when prompted, he'd find himself barreling past the curving white halls and occasional hanging vine from potted plants, the bright light of repeating windows shining across hard floors in a space far too big for only one person, the sleekness of modern furniture and the cool earth tones that so contrasted against the vibrancy of the house's original owner, who -- who, as Steve could find out, sat downstairs in the workshop, long since locked, in the dark. (The workshop which had been shut down, vacant, motionless, eerie in contrast to the constant movement of before, when holograms flew through the air and the robots rolled around and always something, something was always going on, even when Tony had been sleeping: ready lights flickering on computer towers in the darkness (he never shut them down) and the steady hum of machinery lying in wait, in wait, waiting for--)
The lights were off. Tony sat in the recliner, hunched over, head hanging, one hand buried in his hair with his forehead on his palm. His back partly faced the workshop door, the thin windows through the basement buttresses enough to reveal him, and when Steve reached the keypad to punch in his access code, which would still work (of course, he had to pass through it every time he wanted to take the motorcycle out of the garage, and every time he wanted to come in through it, past all that black deadness in the shop), Tony's voice sounded out through the intercom on the wall next to it, hollow: "Guess the city wasn't ready to let me go, after all."
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Date: 2013-06-07 10:48 pm (UTC)Patrick Jane was the last to go, and that morning - despite it being over a month ago - was still fresh in his mind. Uhura, before him. And since the city had no plans of releasing him anytime soon (and ironically, he did pray for it because being returned to the frozen depths of the Atlantic seemed a far better fate than this would ever be), Steve was left with a large house with nothing left in it, and no motivation to start over.
The city finally had a firm hold on him.
But that morning, when his eyes fluttered open at the familiar sound of JARVIS, Steve was sure he was still asleep; fooling him into believing he was still lost inside a dream. It had been five months.
Yet, after making his way down to the shop -- the only place he knew to find him if he was really back -- and spent several long moments looking at the darkened form beyond the glass while he punched in his code. Then once he heard the click of the lock as it released, Steve slowly opened the door as Tony spoke, and only stepped far enough in to let the door close behind him.
"I spent every night hoping they were, Tony."
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Date: 2013-06-07 11:17 pm (UTC)He guessed he'd do what he always did: get up and start again. Even if he didn't particularly want to.
Finally, Tony leaned back into the recliner and lowered his hand, turning his head to look Steve in the eyes. And -- there. He saw it. The weariness in blue eyes, the scruff of blonde facial hair. Bete Noire had gotten its claws into the Captain as Tony had predicted. When Tony spoke, his mouth didn't move, and his tired voice instead came from nearby computer speakers: "So. You stayed."
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Date: 2013-06-08 01:05 am (UTC)When Tony looked at him, he spared a moment to shrug and take a look around even though there was nothing to look at. Steve's eyes eventually locked onto the other man.
"Someone had to." he said, his voice low. What he wouldn't add was that despite Tony, Pepper, River, and Jane being gone, being there made the nights feel not as lonely.
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Date: 2013-06-08 01:43 am (UTC)He dipped his head low; his brain was still sorting out all the connections and information and putting things back into order after the initial surge. Slowly, he shut his eyes. At least he could be grateful that here he wasn't still dying of palladium poisoning. That had not been fun to live through. Again.
"I'd ... rather not be alone today," he said, haltingly even just speaking inside of his brain, because that wasn't the normal Tony Stark of Stark Industries and Iron Man fame back on Earth and in 2008 or '09 or whatever. It was the Tony Stark here who had been beaten and raped and whittled down, who had lost so many friends and lovers that he of all people had lost count, till it was just Steve Rogers left.
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Date: 2013-06-08 02:11 am (UTC)None of that was there now. Not even a remote trace of it left. Or, maybe he hoped there would be so he could remember what he was like when he was pulled there; something small enough to grab on to and hold.
Steve moved to stand beside the recliner. "You won't be." he promised, already coming to the decision that he wasn't going to go into work that night.
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Date: 2013-06-08 02:32 am (UTC)All a sudden, then, it hit him how much he had lost while he'd been gone. The rest of the city might as well be a ghost town; it felt like the entire world had shrunk down to just him and Cap. Grief choked him. He couldn't brush River's hair back out of her face anymore. Couldn't hear Jane debating with JARVIS over a chess match. And Camilla -- God, he had left Camilla to die alone. When he had felt like this before, he had had Pepper or Benjamin's lap to lie down on, to remind himself that...
"Gonna be weird for a minute here," he warned, still without physical speech, and almost of its own accord his body tilted till his head rested against Steve's hipbone.
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Date: 2013-06-08 03:05 am (UTC)Until that morning.
Steve said nothing. His own emotion tightened in his chest, and only burned more when he felt the weight against his side, and before someone could change their mind and take the Tony away again, Steve's hand came to rest on his back.
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Date: 2013-06-08 03:19 am (UTC)"So you two didn't blow up the place while I was gone," he said, half actually speaking now and still half through Extremis. He didn't meet Steve's eyes. "That's good."
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Date: 2013-06-08 03:55 am (UTC)His hand slid and dropped back to his side and Steve looked ahead and - surprisingly - found himself smiling.
"What was there to blow up?" he glanced back down. "You turned everything off."
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Date: 2013-06-08 04:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-06-08 04:16 am (UTC)After acknowledging, the room began to light up, but Steve kept his back towards Tony as he glanced around.
"You know, I kept the money you left. It's in an account. You can get what you need and start rebuilding all your stuff."
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Date: 2013-06-08 04:26 am (UTC)He breezed past Cap on his way to Dummy's and Butterfingers's charging stations, and then paused, and, looking over his shoulder at first honestly surprised and then honestly confused, knitted his brow. "You kept it?"
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Date: 2013-06-08 04:37 am (UTC)Maybe Tony would have been surprised to learn it, but everything pretty much remained untouched. With the exception of the bike, though that still looked the same as when he got it, too.
"And all your clothes, personal effects, whatever you left behind went into storage here at the house. Both Jane and I decided that if you did come back, or another version of you, that it would be here." Steve told him.
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Date: 2013-06-08 04:43 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-07-26 05:58 pm (UTC)Without moving, Steve turned his head towards the door. "Anyway, I'll be upstairs if you need me for anything. We can talk more.." Steve swallowed. Saying 'when you get settled back in' was just wrong. If he had any kind of control, made a deal with someone to make sure Tony was never brought back, he would've done it without question.
But wishes like that were childish.
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Date: 2013-07-27 06:51 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-07-27 08:11 pm (UTC)Going anywhere wasn't really in the plan, anyway. Not now. But, he should call the club he happened to be doing security detail for that night and let them know that his crew would be working without him tonight.
He paused at the top of the stairs, and turned his gaze back towards where he knew Tony was. Despite everything, it felt good to have someone close there in the house again.
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Date: 2013-07-27 08:35 pm (UTC)God, he had never even had a chance to miss her.
His throat closed up and his eyesight blurred, and Tony hunched forward with his face in his hand, and cried quietly, instinctively keeping it down to gasps and shudders, even though the shop was soundproof.
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Date: 2013-08-17 07:56 pm (UTC)Trying to put behind all the people that came and went while he was stuck there was practically impossible. Sure, he could displace the memories, keep them pushed back onto the edges of his mind and out of his direct thoughts, but he couldn't fool himself. That was a lesson he learned quickly.
But, after Jane left, and he was left in the house by himself, it was too hard.
He headed down to the gym, taped up his hands slower than normal and took position in front of the punching bag.
As he thought about each of the people he met there; Howard, River, Pepper, Tony, Hermione, Jane, Draco - all whom he invested a part of himself in getting to know, only to have taken from him - the punches became more aggressive.
The worst part was knowing that this was just another way for the city to get the best of him; break him down. It was another test, and eventually, it would return Tony home again leaving him alone.
Because there was nothing for him to go back to.
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Date: 2013-08-19 11:06 pm (UTC)Tony's voice came out of nowhere to Steve, when actually he had been watching from the gym's entryway as those punches escalated. He drifted in without eye contact, heading straight toward the powder and tape for his hands.
The city, he meant. It had gotten to him long ago.
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Date: 2013-08-20 03:08 am (UTC)"I've been here almost three years." he offered as explanation
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Date: 2013-08-20 09:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-08-21 05:47 pm (UTC)He landed a punch into the center of the bag, causing it to sway back with force. Catching it, he steadied the bag, and et up to take another punch, but spoke before he did.
"It hasn't got a hold of me completely yet." he pointed out before continuing.
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Date: 2013-08-21 11:51 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-08-22 02:35 am (UTC)Steve stopped and looked towards Tony; smile inching upwards at the corners of his mouth. "Nope, just waiting for you to get your hands taped."
He stepped out from behind it and made his way to the ring.
"After you," he said, holding the rope up.
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Date: 2013-08-22 04:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-09-02 06:47 pm (UTC)He always gave Tony the first punch.
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Date: 2013-09-02 07:52 pm (UTC)Happy. Home.
Pepper.
His fists tightening unconsciously, Tony darted forward to the right in a feint, but then spun to the left and reared back his elbow to deliver a concentrated, quick jab at Steve's collarbone.
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Date: 2013-09-08 09:17 pm (UTC)But, in the months since Tony had disappeared, Steve found his own anger and bitterness grow.
The hit caught him off guard. That was dirty, and definitely something he didn't teach him. Though, immediately following his move, Steve took the opportunity on the return to use his left to clip the corner of his opponent's jaw.
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Date: 2013-09-08 10:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-09-10 07:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-09-11 05:43 pm (UTC)Tony's face fell (again, another second) before it set into a blank focus, and his stance changed again, back to more of what STeve had taught him, of what Tony had learned from here in Bete Noire; his arms lowered to chest level and when he dashed forward he kept his upper back back and swept his foot into Steve's knee. It'd never knock the Captain down, but the intent was there, taught by Steve and to be applied against a more movable target.
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Date: 2013-11-24 11:46 pm (UTC)Steve felt the pressure on the outside of his knee, causing it to buckle a bit. He leaned back on his left before throwing a lazy right hook.
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Date: 2013-11-25 10:55 pm (UTC)